Thursday, November 8, 2007

Tragedy's Favorite

Something I just found out -
Broke my heart into pieces.
How did I not see that before?
Too trusting, I must have been.

Did not bother to ask for awhile;
I should have paused and breathe.
Maybe, I was too young and easy;
Knew nothing much about life.

My heart bleeds;
Too hurting, I am. That I know.
Did I drag myself to be here?
To be fooled since day one.

I pinched myself so hard;
But 'twas nothing compared to my inner hurt.
Clouded and numb.
I have become darn tragedy's favorite.



"... and you will be sure that your sin will found you out."
Numbers 32:23