My alter ego was right when she realized that she is not putting too much trust on some people within her strings. She just simply cannot completely entrust her whole being to a fellow flawed soul - she just find it too hard.
Time and time again, she would resist the call of this hymn but at once she reaches the bottom of this abyss, she would do things her own and almost always trust nobody but He, who is bigger than anyone else.
Digging deeper and hoping to find a quick remedy, she just knew how terrible it was when someone really dear would lie and hide almost all the time from her - keeping her in such a dark, murky place. Yet she forgives and hold on to that something so great that her eyes glee at the moment she feels the warmth of its embrace.
This not-too-trusting attitude is never innate. It all started when a series of unfortunate lies resurfaced in 2004 and since then, she almost vowed that she would not be the same doormat little girl ever again. While she gives her almost all to those she vowed to keep, she would still venture into some little feat - proving to her audience that while she appears fragile, she's no nincompoop and her brain can compute and connect the dots quite very well.
This conundrum is becoming extra difficult for a mind game but she trusts that she would eventually find her way out and emerge a victor.
Time and time again, she would resist the call of this hymn but at once she reaches the bottom of this abyss, she would do things her own and almost always trust nobody but He, who is bigger than anyone else.
Digging deeper and hoping to find a quick remedy, she just knew how terrible it was when someone really dear would lie and hide almost all the time from her - keeping her in such a dark, murky place. Yet she forgives and hold on to that something so great that her eyes glee at the moment she feels the warmth of its embrace.
This not-too-trusting attitude is never innate. It all started when a series of unfortunate lies resurfaced in 2004 and since then, she almost vowed that she would not be the same doormat little girl ever again. While she gives her almost all to those she vowed to keep, she would still venture into some little feat - proving to her audience that while she appears fragile, she's no nincompoop and her brain can compute and connect the dots quite very well.
This conundrum is becoming extra difficult for a mind game but she trusts that she would eventually find her way out and emerge a victor.
