Saturday, March 6, 2010

Afternoon Plea






Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
I don’t feel Your presence right now?

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
I have ran out of patience today?

Will You get mad at me
If I ask you
"Why did you let them hurt me?"

Will You get mad at me
If I ask you
"Am I being punished for my mistakes?"

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
“I think that is not just fair!”

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
I cannot let go of the hurt just yet?

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
My heart is screaming with anger?

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that 
Insecurities and fears hit me again?


Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that 
I have been crying like anything?


Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
I have failed You yet again?

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that 
I could not wear my brave hat now?

Will You get mad at me
If I tell you that
After all that You’ve done for me, I feel alone now?

Will You get mad at me
If I ask you, dear Lord 
To move those bad clouds so that I could see the sun?