Woke up late for school
with thoughts of you
in my head.
Thinking of the hurt
you have caused me last night
yet you refuse to acknowledge this.
No apologies
just defenses
and explanations way too late.
The moment you have decided
to call M.E. late at night,
you were already bound to lose me.
Regaining my trust
does not happen overnight
it takes a while, you know that.
Yet, you ignore that -
thinking that you will always get away.
Hey, think again.
I made a vow to myself -
no more tears are to be shed
from these expressive eyes.
Not even when I am hurt.
This girl, will just go through the motions
of pain and suffering.
And I will endure -
as always.
I will not fold.
Not now.
I will not give you the pleasure
of seeing me in great pain.
In this game that you play,
you may have stabbed me, alright;
But you make the biggest fool of yourself.
