This is a bit cheesy. No, it is very cheesy but I just had to write this down.
Its been awhile since I ever felt so kilig - don't even remember when was the last major one. i have been secretly longing for that super ecstatic-kilig moment that almost killed me or made me want to scream. That same feeling I had when the boy I sighed in college looked, smiled and said hi to me without me doing anything. Back then, I had this silly habit of literally bumping the boys I like while walking along the campus' hallways just so I could smell them, look at their face really upclose and see if they have clean fingernails.
But please don't get me wrong, I don't just give in to anyone at random. I am no loosewoman.
Last Saturday afternoon, that longing has been fulfilled. I kept on repeating myself - a with wide smile and red face as I tell Mom and my siblings how my beau coined me as his life partner in front of more than 20 people - and most of them are his students. Suddenly, I was more than just an olive face in that crowd.
Life partner and not just a girlfriend.
I know I hid myself behind Vic, one of my beau's students when I heard him say that he was blessed "with a life partner ... and her name is Kat." The overwhelming ecstatic feeling swallowed me whole that I grew deaf for awhile - missing whatever he said between life partner, my name and all the words after that.
My heart is definitely full and burping out so loud. I am almost positive that this will last for days - beating the old record of long time ago in Bethlehem.
But please don't get me wrong, I don't just give in to anyone at random. I am no loosewoman.
Last Saturday afternoon, that longing has been fulfilled. I kept on repeating myself - a with wide smile and red face as I tell Mom and my siblings how my beau coined me as his life partner in front of more than 20 people - and most of them are his students. Suddenly, I was more than just an olive face in that crowd.
Life partner and not just a girlfriend.
I know I hid myself behind Vic, one of my beau's students when I heard him say that he was blessed "with a life partner ... and her name is Kat." The overwhelming ecstatic feeling swallowed me whole that I grew deaf for awhile - missing whatever he said between life partner, my name and all the words after that.
My heart is definitely full and burping out so loud. I am almost positive that this will last for days - beating the old record of long time ago in Bethlehem.
