Dear You,
I find it a bit strange that I finally found the galls to write you something. If you haven't noticed just yet, most of my writings are about people (that includes me, of course) - what I see about them, their feelings and even their nuances but I have never really written anything for you the past 24 years. Okay, something struck me hard that I finally said yes to this certain longing of writing you something... anything! I know, you have been nudging me to do this and for some reason, writing you did not quite interest me. Silly, I know.
Crap. Now I am blubbering.
Have you been crying lately, dear? I think you have. Would you like some warm hugs and a glass of hot milk? Someone to talk to?
I know the journey has been quite a challenge for you - most especially that you have been faring alone. That is sad but take heart, things will work out for the best. You have been suppressing your fears and monsters, I admire you for that but I hope that you do it more often and I know in no time, you'll win. The good always wins, remember?
You have a very beautiful heart, dear. And please, don't be too harsh on yourself. Yes, some people are just evil – it is quite natural for them to hurt other people. For some reason, it gives them certain pride. And to that, I am almost begging you not to let these creatures win - fight until the end.
Shh. You're crying... Its okay to cry, I know you're sad and quite troubled. It was so brave of you to take so many risks when you once vowed that you wouldn’t let other people in anymore. I am proud of you that you have been trusting other people again. That is just great!
I know this is hard but you have to go out of your comfort zone and see that there are also some creatures that will mean you no harm. Promise. Kill your inner monster and let the others appreciate your beauty. You just have no idea how beautiful and stunningly radiant you are - inside and out. Gather yourself and prep up to be that person you are so meant to be. Please for the love of whoever, let yourself be known and let your good traits shine!
I remember years ago, when you first found out about being betrayed and how it was so hard for you to face it head on. It was hard and harsh times but do you remember how hard you prayed that night, when you cannot really do it on your own? You got your prayers answered a dozen of times; don't turn your back now. Oh, I hope you don't and won’t.
Don't be afraid to make mistakes because such is part of life. Nobody ever said that this is going to be a mistake-free life. Just look beyond those silly mistakes you can ever commit, learn from those and don't ever let them rule your life. Tough, yes? It is but you have me, always. Promise, I won't leave you - not ever.
I love you.
Love,
K.
I find it a bit strange that I finally found the galls to write you something. If you haven't noticed just yet, most of my writings are about people (that includes me, of course) - what I see about them, their feelings and even their nuances but I have never really written anything for you the past 24 years. Okay, something struck me hard that I finally said yes to this certain longing of writing you something... anything! I know, you have been nudging me to do this and for some reason, writing you did not quite interest me. Silly, I know.
Crap. Now I am blubbering.
Have you been crying lately, dear? I think you have. Would you like some warm hugs and a glass of hot milk? Someone to talk to?
I know the journey has been quite a challenge for you - most especially that you have been faring alone. That is sad but take heart, things will work out for the best. You have been suppressing your fears and monsters, I admire you for that but I hope that you do it more often and I know in no time, you'll win. The good always wins, remember?
You have a very beautiful heart, dear. And please, don't be too harsh on yourself. Yes, some people are just evil – it is quite natural for them to hurt other people. For some reason, it gives them certain pride. And to that, I am almost begging you not to let these creatures win - fight until the end.
Shh. You're crying... Its okay to cry, I know you're sad and quite troubled. It was so brave of you to take so many risks when you once vowed that you wouldn’t let other people in anymore. I am proud of you that you have been trusting other people again. That is just great!
I know this is hard but you have to go out of your comfort zone and see that there are also some creatures that will mean you no harm. Promise. Kill your inner monster and let the others appreciate your beauty. You just have no idea how beautiful and stunningly radiant you are - inside and out. Gather yourself and prep up to be that person you are so meant to be. Please for the love of whoever, let yourself be known and let your good traits shine!
I remember years ago, when you first found out about being betrayed and how it was so hard for you to face it head on. It was hard and harsh times but do you remember how hard you prayed that night, when you cannot really do it on your own? You got your prayers answered a dozen of times; don't turn your back now. Oh, I hope you don't and won’t.
Don't be afraid to make mistakes because such is part of life. Nobody ever said that this is going to be a mistake-free life. Just look beyond those silly mistakes you can ever commit, learn from those and don't ever let them rule your life. Tough, yes? It is but you have me, always. Promise, I won't leave you - not ever.
I love you.
Love,
K.
