Thursday, October 11, 2007

Email from Anonymous

Weird.

I got a weird email this morning. I was super speechless and yes, clueless because I have no idea who sent me this - the email address does not a ring a single bell. Oh well.

The email entails...

the chance of you will ever see these words is quite remote, but i must try. its much too late for this confession to purge my conscience of guilt. i neither expect it nor want it to. what i do pray for, my little friend of long ago, is that you might somehow learn of and be lifted by the continuing force of your sacrifice. what you suffered at my hands that day and the loving courage you showed, God has twisted, turned and molded into a blessing. This knowledge might ease the memory of that terrible day for you. I've been no saint, nor have i done all the things i could and should have done with my life. but what i want you to know is that i have never again knowingly betrayed you, Kat. Nor, I shall pray i ever.

Quite an email, yes? But I sure will not dwell on this. This person must've caused me a great deal in the past, that's for sure - I mean, why would s/he say things like that if s/he didn't?

Well - to the sender, whoever you are, you have my forgiveness.
You owe me nothing - maybe except for a trip to French Polynesia. Haha. I am telling you, you're lucky I might have forgotten your damned deed otherwise, you're off my list like for forever. Kidding.