Am no ordinary worry wart - I can blab all the details here and I bet, like all the others, you'd probably give me a dry look. I have seen loved ones give me that drudged look everytime I'd voice out what preengages my code-filled mind. What can I say, I am spellbound.
For several months now, I am having what some would coin as quarter life crisis. And yes, this year, I'll be 24 and yet am still quite dubious on which road I should be hoofing on. I have seen/heard several 30 something people whine about not being able to entrench their life when they were still in their early 20s. Shaks. I don't want to caught myself whining about that too! I mean, life is too short to sparsely settle with such medicority and meaningless decisions.
Don't get me wrong, I am not rushing things nor am a perfectibilian. I am still young and I know that there is a better life that awaits me, I just have to be very patient and savor every single moment that passes by but given the reality that some things are undeniably turning uncomely here, I cannot help but yearn for a better life (Heck, who does not?!).
Those who are patient enough to crack my complexities, know very well that am saving up big time for the offing. I have plans to be a full time homemaker. Cheesy as it may seem but I really want to see my kids grow right before my eyes and yes, try to to be the best wife that I can ever be.
I swear, 'tis so beyond words. I am just glad that I have such earthly angels who never seem to grow tired giving back my life and I know that, to borrow a line from an old song, God must have spent a little more time on me.
In the meantime, am trying to squeeze all the best thing that school has to offer. 'Tis time, am no longer studying but learning.
For several months now, I am having what some would coin as quarter life crisis. And yes, this year, I'll be 24 and yet am still quite dubious on which road I should be hoofing on. I have seen/heard several 30 something people whine about not being able to entrench their life when they were still in their early 20s. Shaks. I don't want to caught myself whining about that too! I mean, life is too short to sparsely settle with such medicority and meaningless decisions.
Don't get me wrong, I am not rushing things nor am a perfectibilian. I am still young and I know that there is a better life that awaits me, I just have to be very patient and savor every single moment that passes by but given the reality that some things are undeniably turning uncomely here, I cannot help but yearn for a better life (Heck, who does not?!).
Those who are patient enough to crack my complexities, know very well that am saving up big time for the offing. I have plans to be a full time homemaker. Cheesy as it may seem but I really want to see my kids grow right before my eyes and yes, try to to be the best wife that I can ever be.
I swear, 'tis so beyond words. I am just glad that I have such earthly angels who never seem to grow tired giving back my life and I know that, to borrow a line from an old song, God must have spent a little more time on me.
In the meantime, am trying to squeeze all the best thing that school has to offer. 'Tis time, am no longer studying but learning.
